rêves d'une âme perdue: inclined confusion

It's as rare as finding your lucky penny on the street. You know, the lucky penny that's face up and has your birth year on it? The one that shimmers to you beneath the dust and stands out among the grass, foliage, and gravel, beckoning to you to pick it up.

I've spent the entire day bumming around in my room. More specifically, I stayed in bed for the longest time, unwilling to get up. Dreams are always more fun.

or more like, things I've always known about myself.

Day 1 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Day 2 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
Day 3 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 4 - Your views on religion.
Day 5 - A time you thought about ending your own life.
Day 6 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
Day 7 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
Day 8 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
Day 9 - How you hope your future will be like.
Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.
Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.
Day 13 - Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
Day 14 - Your earliest memory.
Day 15 - Your favorite Tumblr blogs.
Day 16 - Your views on mainstream music.
Day 17 - Your highs and lows of this past year.
Day 18 - Your beliefs.
Day 19 - Disrespecting your parents.
Day 20 - How important you think education is.
Day 21 - One of your favorite shows.
Day 22 - How have you changed in the past 2 years?
Day 23 - Give pictures of 5 girls who are famous who you find attractive.
Day 24 - Your favorite movie and what it’s about.
Day 25 - Someone who fascinates you and why.
Day 26 - What kind of person attracts you.
Day 27 - A problem that you have had.
Day 28 - Something that you miss.
Day 29 - Goals for the next 30 days.
Day 30 - Your highs and lows of this month.

• we used the subwaaay!
• Ground Zero - the whole area has been blocked off for construction of the new 9/11 museum, so we didn’t really get to see much
• 9/11 memorial preview - showed some of the exhibits and artifacts to be placed in the new memorial site
• St. Paul’s Church - where george washington got inaugurated. it’s across the street from the WTC. there’s a lot of 9/11 information in the church. the graveyard in the front is ancient. was a bit scary and intimidating >___<
• Wall St. - saw the New York Stock Exchange and passed by the Museum of American Finance. NY Stock Exchange is closed to the public. I WAS SO SAD! And I was disappointed that the area was super :[
• Goodburger - it was okay. Good, but not the best. OMG, customer service was terrible here! I felt stupid trying to order :[
• China Town - reminiscent of the one in SF. I felt like I was in Vietnam (Asia)/SF
• cheap snack place in China Town. $1 for chicken skewers and fried fish balls :]
• Prince St. Cafe - to use the wifi and grab coffee. IT WAS SO COLD OUTSIDE. yuum, Americano
• Little Italy
• Lombardi’s Pizza - wasn’t overly impressed. yelp got me really excited. high expectations, I suppose. it was good. the crust was amazing. the basil tasted great. but yeah.. again, they weren’t so nice. it’s a bit overhyped. hated how the toppings costed extra! :[ $20 with tip on a pizza with NO MEAT OMG :[ I like my protein.. :[
• THE MEATBALL SHOP - BEST PLACE WE WENT TO!!! service was awesome! ambience was suuuper nice! and tasty eats! sad part: we got some meatballs to go, and the oil spilled into our bag :[
• Museum of Sex - intriguing and educational. a lot of bad reviews on yelp. I was pleasantly surprised. it was informative and entertaining. the animal exhibit was awesome!!! along with the photograph of the necrophiliac duck xD wtf?!
• MACYS! - to check out the displays and briefly browse around
• 53rd and 6th St food cart for some TO GO~
• various gift shops
• back to Time Square~ <3
• Yoshinoya for take out beef bowl

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Tumblr server down all day: the removal of a distraction during finals.

After bar hopping, a late night feast, and 3 hours of sleep, bf and T convinced me to go with them to Northstar. I sat inside a cafe, then outside by a fire, studying for finals while enjoying the crisp cold air.

This photo was taken earlier today.

Bf pulling me around the ice rink on his snow skateboard thing. As we were making our first trip around the rink, a young boy approached us and asked if he could try. He was so enthusiastic about the prospect of being pulled around. Bf and I looked at each other. He ended up pulling the boy around a few times as I watched from the side with T. Too cute.

T: He's such a nice guy. I'd be so annoyed.

:D