rêves d'une âme perdue: inclined confusion

I am the type who wants to do everything at once. I want to excel in every type of activity. Often, my mind becomes overwhelmed by the excitement of every individual opportunity. I feel energized. I feel livid. Then suddenly, the feeling crashes and my mind becomes overwhelmed. I forget my motivation. I stare at the ground, feeling defeated before the endeavor has even began. 

No more. There is so much to do and too much to be done. I must breakdown each task and work slowly to attain progress.

So far, this mentality has been working. I spent the day organizing. In a way, Sunday became Organizing Day. Friday was Dog Grooming/Room Disinfecting Day. Saturday was Recovery Day because I had a horrible migraine.

I'm trying to accomplish things in my room/my parent's new home. We are still settling into the house.

I need to piece together my life and organize a plan for success. I should also figure out my study strategy for the GRE. I really want to do well. Sigh.

Alas, no sulking for me. These are all small steps on the path to self-improvement. I must remain strong for my future :] !


Sunday's Accomplishments

• organized my clothes/closet, sorted through our crafting supplies, rummaged through memory boxes
• organized my desk and office supplies
• finished paperwork for the pet license
• wrote some cards. I still need to write one more. I can't find the words for that last card, though! :/ (that problem when you have too much/so much to say, but you don't know how! Yeahh.. :T)
• groomed the dogs - day three of this! I didn't brush their teeth today, tho :T the brushing only lasted two days in a row. BOO. RESTARTING IT TOMORROW!
• figured out some finances
• organized two e-mail accounts and added labels. THEY ARE AMAZING!
• researched a program of interest
• e-mailed two people. I hope they respond soon! (one professor and one admissions representative. EEKS!

This is my slice of optimism for the day. I must be proud of these small accomplishments! Haha. Next: more thoughtful and eloquent posts. Writing skills are essential and whatever skills I have attained during undergrad must not perish!