03 March 2012
I just woke up from a deep slumber, only to find myself feeling empty, like I lost something. Not just lost, but I missed out on something important in my life. It felt like I/whatever it was had given up.
Empty. An abandoned shell of what could have been.
Why do vague dreams make me feel this way? I woke up and no, I am unable to recall any specific details :/
Upset. At one point, I only felt upset.
Please, don't let yourself be chided by things you didn't do or things you could have done differently. Learning how to harness confidence in decisions is they key.
Maybe that is the lesson to be learned from this.
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I was able to recall only a portion of the dream. Part of it dealt with someone I really care about. In the dream, he acted as though he did not care about our relationship. It just hurt. Hrm. Oh well. It was just a dream and it's totes not true :]
Labels: bad dreams, empty, unknown discomfort, useless questions